Think of all the things you wanted but couldn’t have
All the things you could have but didn’t want
The bundle of finite good deeds you amassed
You wished to show them off but didn’t flaunt
You lie not while joking or fight when right
You didn’t do good for the temporary reward
You let not Satan lead you into pride or shirk
All you sought, was the pleasure of your Lord
A slave by choice you were
To a master who deserved the best
Yet He demanded none but your heart
Though damaged but repaired with regrets
You didn’t sell your soul for a little price
You saved it till the market was high
And you sold it to the best buyer
Who’s mercy then dragged you to Paradise
You were pleased with your Lord
And the religion He chose for you
You raced for His forgiveness
Sticking to tawakkal and what was true
You fulfilled your obligations and did ihsan too
You couldn’t give much but constantly gave your best
You were grateful to Allah no matter what
And you kept no grudges in your chest
You devoted your youth to Allah
In solitude, you shed all your precious tears
You treated everyone with respect
And looked after an orphan as a volunteer
You promoted good and forbade bad
Yet you never judged anyone
You followed a path in quest of knowledge
But your parents, you never shunned
You restrained your gaze, even locked your tongue
You caged your thoughts and counted each breath fall
So now your soul is free in a body unbound by death
As you never considered minor sins so small
So now you enter as VIP, while everyone waits
You step in and already know your home
Private palace of jewels with no noise or rent
Purely accustomed for you is your dome
You’re surprised how it’s exactly what you love
Intricacy in each and everything so bold
Royally placed, silver doors and bricks of gold
Without the excessive heat or the bitter cold
You see golden butterflies fluttering around a tree outside
So you travel beneath the shade of its glory for 100 years
Colors of branches, your eyes have never seen
You start sweating musk with whatever that appears
Scenery being painted in front of you as you think
In Lush green gardens, your ride you park
Suspended there thinking, is this all mine?
Even when my result card had many red marks
Now think of never having to feel hunger and stress
Feeling intensity of pain, inconceivable by brain
All the truths unravel and it’s all clear at once
No arguments to prove who’s sane or insane
No regrets, no wait, no hatred or discrimination
No sorrow or fatigue, not wanting to catch a wink
Boredom, a word you simply forgot
Wishing that your eye would now never blink
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SubhanAllah !
What an awesome choice of words.
May Allah reward you with the best.
Keep the ‘finite to infinity’ coming!
JazakAllah khair. Aameen